Just between you and me…

I feel like I’m floundering a little at the moment.

Desperation.

I’ve picked up something new, and the learning curve is overwhelming.

suffocating

such is the way of new things and learning curves.

I’m secretly hoping I can find that magic bullet to the thing I’m working on…

that one big idea that will solve the questions I have… and take me out of the learning curve.

but that idea hasn’t come yet – its just teasing me from a distance.

deep down I know its just that I’m at the bottom of the learning curve, and in a week or so it will be fine again…

but a ‘week or so’ seems so very far away at the moment.

I hope this helpless feeling goes away soon…