The 3rd B&W portrait in 5 days. I suppose it’s just they sum up how I’m feeling at the moment.

This ones not as ‘brave’ as the last two… which I suppose is also an interesting observation of today.

Today was the day I was waiting for.

500 job cuts at work.

I was expecting to be out. Or my correctly my role should have been out.

Those who are out will hate me for this… I’m sure many wouldn’t understand…

but I’m disappointed with how it went.

It’s all about perspectives.

I’m safe.

I’m not good at safe.

I see these things as an opportunity…

however for me, today, no opportunities arose.

I’m really not good at safe.

I think I would have preferred the high risk, high return placement of being ‘uncertain with options’…

Yet I’m sure most of the 500 are loosing sleep for the opposite reasons tonight.

Consequentially, I don’t know what to feel about it any more.

Or more correctly, I feel bad for feeling how I do.

Different perspectives – confusing – overwhelming.

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