so many things going on

complex decisions with no black and white

just greys as far as i can see

i’m feeling a little over whelmed

and i can’t explain it to anyone

theres to much, and all filled with uncertainty

so i’m bottling it up…

and i can feel it overwhelming me

crushing me

i tried to let it out in my writing tonight

a deliberate, expressive moment

trying to share it all

but it failed to update, lost into the ether

so it’s bottled back up

i can’t bring myself to try again