We have too many decisions on the go at the moment

it all started with doing up the bathroom

and then, we started thinking

what to do with the bathroom depends on

whether we want to sell the house sooner rather than later and upsize

to answer that, theres a number of unknowns we need to know

Sure, we settled in the UK for now, what about a few years time, do we want to try somewhere new?

And if we do, do we want to upsize hose now?

Can we even get a mortgage in the current market?

Don’t even mention the big kids question!

If we decide to stay living here, should I downgrade one of the cars for my 40min commute?

If we decide to sell quick, whats the best bathroom option

vs what would we do if we stay for a while

actually, how long is a while anyway?

Is it 6 months or 2 years?

Oh it all gets so hard so quickly.

And amongst the flurry of unknowns

it became clear

my marvelous S1

does an amazing job

of sheltering me from all this

on a daily basis, she shields me from the real world when i need it

she lets me just dream, and do things most people would say are crazy

without blocking the ideas with real world problems

I love her for that…

but i still don’t know what to put in the bathroom!