I’ve started feeling guilty

now I’m driving 30mile each way to work

owning a sports car, getting 31MPG

seems an expensive luxury.

I love the car

but i’m getting so hung up on the cost

that I think twice before hitting the gas hard

most of my time is spent sitting on the motorway

and with the dark days killing all driving enjoyment

and meaning lots of traffic jams

the enjoyment is being sucked out of my drive home

leaving me feeling less in love with my pride and joy

and more feeling like an expensive husband whos expensive to keep running