It’s been a pretty crap week with impossible questions around every corner and no answers to be seen.

S1 is as pragmatic as ever, doing the research and the numbers, slowly chipping away at the unknowns to make the answers easier.

I think we are getting closer to an answer, but not quite ready to say we are there yet. We’ve agreed we won’t try and answer it yet, there’s time for that.

In the meantime, I signed up for job seekers allowance today. It just about broke my spirit.

But when life get’s you down, nothing says smile like the antics of a 2 year old.

I’m so lucky to have such a supportive wife and beautiful boys. We’ll get through this.