it’s amazing how things can change…

the last words S1 said to me tonight,

before going to bed angry

[i]”it’s ‘ok’, your tired and grumpy… i shouldn’t have started’.[/i]

the [url=http://blipfoto.com/view.php?id=175778&month=8&year=2008]flowers[/url] have wilted;

the [url=http://blipfoto.com/view.php?id=174941&month=8&year=2008]smiles[/url] of this week have gone

I don’t know what to do now

It’s not like her, and not like me…

I’ve walked into problems that I don’t understand

with a naive attitude of

[i]

“if you don’t like it, don’t take it”[/i].

And suddenly

I’m caught in the wrong

caught in the middle

of something I don’t even understand.

…

I’ll go apologise now…

wish me luck.